okay . holiday started .

i didnt complete ANY of th homework . except for th maths project =.=
pretty busy going out these few days :D and got some plans for these
and following week laa . but cant slack too much liaos ! must study .
wonder if i can do it ;x jiayou !! anyway , fated to love you is so
nice laaa ! <333 ! today spent whole day watching it . chiong.ed 6ep ?
omg . about 6 hours -.- and i realised im going to catch up with weiwen
liaos . so i stop . if not next time no show to watch . so i went
to find th songs in fated to love you . so damn niceeeee . hahas .

and ya , i try not to sad all th time .
!@#$%^&*()!@&*()!@#$%^&*()~!@#%^&*()!@^&*(
staying at home makes me sad .
staying at home makes me think too much .
staying at home makes me emo .
whatever .

yo !

err , today went places with jialer laaa [: err , meet 11
with jialer at cp . then saw sohshan . (: chatted a while ,
then she gtg liaos . bye xD then board th bus , went to
expo [; damn hungry laa . TT a lot of people there lor .
monday siaa . still so many ppl . sian . actually nothing
much to eat laa . all okok nia . xD then popular bookfair .
didnt bought much stuffs , but still expensive lor . ]:

after that is pasir ris park :D at first we dunno how to go ,
but call clara ask her , she not in , then ask her mother [:
hahas . go there . then hor , im wearing a jeans , and a bit
of high heels . wth ? lol ~ go park with jeans and high heels ==
so uncomfortable laa . very fun there (: but two ppl niaa .
many people more fun lor . i got jialer's photo ;D mwhahha .

time past fast laa TT went to eat at whitesands , then neoprint .
acrade last . err , after that go home lor . then hor , jialer
and me dunno where to board 89 . called clara again . hahas .

lala ~ and here am i ! [: i love you <3 . oh ya , this is our neoprint today .
err , im so ugly ]: dont care la .

yoyoyo ! <3 .

today is newspaper collection . but before that check marks .
until 9 ? then recess [: err , my results this time quite
okay laa . then newspaper collection liao . as usual , walk
long long to sengkang and start th collection . though sometimes
is was quite tough , but its real fun laa <33 .
and and , we realise that celestine loves to read ---- ;DD

then after school , took th consent form from ms ng , then
bought our lunch . weiwen and me went christabel's house [:
weiwen and her was discussing about some anime stuffs at first .
and i couldnt understand anything . hahas . im nooooooob la ^^
then around 2plus went to have our lunch . was watching bee movie .
err , some of th parts were really boring ]x but a bit niaa .
hahas . i almost fall asleep ;x and one part was soooo 'scary' ?
lol ~ but overall quite nice laa . learnt something from it (:

after that was in search with some bee movie songs . thennnn ,
watch some videos ? i really forget what really happens [x
time pass fast laa xD and here i am posting (:

here to post on what happen on th 17th and 18th may :D

err , on 17 may , around 2 ? msg jasmine if she can go out .
cos im rotting at home ]: and went off at 2.30 to meet her <33 .
meet at dhouby gaut mrt , then set off to bugis [;
long time never see her ler , and she has not changed a bit {:
still as childish lar ;P went to bugis street and shop .
window shopping :D lol ~ then hor , there's one particular cafe
in bugis street which their food are super niceeee <33 !

after 2hours or something , went bugis junction .
arcade first (: lala ~ i know we are THAT childish la xD
after that i think its abc stationery shop ? yapp . i think so .
went in and go crazy la . i love all th stuffs sold there <3 .
and im gonna get a lot a lot of stuffs in th popular bookfair .
[ if only i got money >.< ] i love sationery more than anyone do {;
had dinner after that . jasmine pei wo eat dinner one [:
and i gave a pathetic bowl of noodles as well . and milo {:
so total , she own me $3 :D not including 1% of interest per day .
and she said we will meet one year later . so its 365% of interest x.x
lol ~ then help her buy plaster for her pathetic legs . so ,
she own me $6 :D excluding interest . lala ~ emm , then mrt.ed back
home . my memorable day ended like that [:

th next day . wake up at 7am to prepare to go to vivo with family <33 .
but we go there not for shopping . but walking . lol ~ err , you know
th 'wave bridge' ? yapp . there (: th bridge very nice leh [:
but walking to there really takes a long long long damn time TT
then th metal bridge i call it ? i dunno where is it laa .
but its like so damn high from th ground la O.O some more , when you are
walking , if you look down , you can see th ground clearly .
damn scary ~ but is fun {: then all th way walk until kent ridge park ?
and we haven finish th journey . its damn long ? from 10 to 2-3 , we keep
walking laa . but including all those resting time la ^^
damn tiring after th walk lor . but its a nice experience afterall (:

yo [:

today got heart attack thrice TT i did badly for all th subjects laa ~
argh !@#$%^&*() whatever . work harder next time :D hahas .

=.=' today got th alarm for fire drill . and none of us bother to move laa .
hahas . then went hall and listen to hor fun talking about lightning . zz .
damn boring laaaaaa ? somemore they released us for recess late ? >[

after recess was mr wu's lesson (?) but he didnt come . so ms yeow came
and take over us . free period ! <33 . play.ed games with weiwen , celine ,
celestine and christie :D concentration game for a while and celestine was
grumbling >.< hahas . then heart attack [: ms yeow said we are playing some
violence game ^^ . lol ~ blahblahblah . continue playing until lesson over ,
and i screamed loudly twice TT hahas . ms yeow and some other friends are
looking at me laaaaaa . so paiseh [x fun (:

then langs art . apparently , i have failed because of comprehension i think .
]; ernestine , jiayou xD luckily i passed my langs art for ca1 . think can
help a bit for my mid year laa <3 .

last lesson was history . emm , look at some group's podcast and some kind of
videos ? [: then mr arasu showed us th marks for our ca1 or whatever ?
i forget liaos ;x and school ended :DD

almost forgotten th drama meeting after school la . faster chiong to art room
and i found that jialer they all haven reach ): wasted my poor energy . lala ~
after school , pei cherrin go buy cd then went home . in th bus stop met weiwen
and felicia . ohhhh [: and home sweet home laaa .

1] what will i be most focused in most of my time ?
studying for end-of-year .

2] what do you want th most now ?
happiness , good results .

3] who is th person you trust th most ?
myself ? lol ~

4] do you think you have confidence ?
depends [:

5] have you ever reject you guy you love ?
err , lol ~

6] do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain ?
no . i dont believe in that .

7] what is your goal for this year ?
get th subjects that i want for sec 3 and 4 .

8] 10 things about you .
ernestine . girl . 25nov . 13years old . sad . emo . short . and many more (:

9] what are your best subjects ?
not sure leh [x

10] what are your requirements that you wish for your other half ?
lala ~

11] what feelings you hate most ?
betrayed .

12] do you cherish every friendship of yours ?
of course :D

13] do you believe in true love ?
not sure ;x

14] what do you think is th most impt thing of your life ?
to be happy .

15] who do you hope to be always for you ?
this ans shall be unrevealed (:

16] who is your best friend ?
emm , dunnno ;x

17] who cares for you th most ?
this ans shall be unrevealed (:

18] who makes you smile when you are down ?
geraldine , cassandra , jialer , jasmine and somebody .

19] if god allow you to have ONE wish , what is th wish ?
to have ten more wishes ;DD wakaka .
if not , i want to be really really happy .

20] pass th quiz to your friends !
jasmine , jialer and felicia .

lol ~ cass ! i completed it . hahas (:
err , th ans are stupid anyway . but its true ! [;

!@#$%^&*()

i am really troubled alright ];

yo ! :D

feeling quite sian now laaa . emm , watching 1 litre of tears ?
this show quite nice leh , true story somemore . but th person
in real not very nice . oh . lol ~

err , maybe later going out with my old friends . dunno leh .
i no money laaaa . TT saving up my money to go popular bookfair
with jialer . and saving money for charmaine and jialer's present
for july . argh . maybe going to friend's house instead ? (:

can somebody save me from this stupid asshole thing ?
argh . argh . argh . argh . argh . argh . argh . argh .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .
ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher . ihateher .

its not exactly hate . i dunno this feeling too .

im feeling happy , sad , vex , bored .

yapppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp :D
mye's over ! XD anyway , its over yesterday . lol ~

emm , didnt manage to complete th paper . nvm [: who cares .
after tht went compass point with jialer , and there's only
a 5-6 compassvale student ? hahas . all went far far away liao .
ate our breakfast at burger king , get changed at jialer's
house . surf th net for some movies :DD mrt.ed to vivo first .
decided to shop ard and my leg's aching already TT lalala .
went gv , and decided not to catch a show there . hahas .
then walk ard lor ? tooo bad never wear slipper , if not can go
down water play , nobody's there xDD just slacking ard la .
then toy'r'us next . slack ard , then went to try that
token machine(?) [ by jialer ^^ ] and we didnt get chip'n'dale .
toooo bad [;

went dhouby gaut after tht . faster went to cathay lor .
emm , decided to watch two movies (: nim's island and over her dead body .
after we bought tickets , then went to use th free access :DD
both nice nice nice show la <3 ! nim's island starts at ard ,
1pm ? so there's so little people in th theatre la ! 4 people only ?
was so relaxed there . put my legs up and watch th show ;DD
and , i learn sth from th show siaaaa . human sucks >[
they tried to gain income from a island la ! sth like ecotourism ?
lol ~ anyway , i love th show man . at first i thought that i wont
enjoy th show . but end out loving that show !

came out of th theatre at ard 2.50? so prepared for th next show (:
went in , same seats , same hall . hahas . and there are so many
couples there laaaa . lol ~ before th show srt was sort of nc16 lor .
zz . emm , there's quite a lot of people there sia . haiz . [x
show started . at first jialer and me didnt know what th hell th story
is talking about , and she's falling asleep . hahhas .
but slowly jiu understand liaos . nice storyline and show too x3 .

oh ya , jialer and me was so emotional throughout both shows .
and , kungfu panda and mamamia are like so nice too ! we want to watch !

after that hang out around cathay , then mrt.ed back to compass point .
i cant really rmb.ed what happen laa ]; stm . arcade , and we
wasted so much of our perious energy there . [:

then , jialer pei wo wait for my bus . chatting there .
and saw kenny and friends . emm , i dunno them ? forget liaos . lol ~
mwhah . one of them saw jialer . lol .

yapp . wonderful day with jialer <3 . thanks ar [;

andddddddddd , i wan to watch kungfu panda and mamamia !

okay , i dont think i can make it . i tried to be happy at all times .
whenever i look at you , i cant pretend to be happy or what .
all i felt is sadness , guilt and scared . i dunno why laa . dont ask me alright .